I'm 6' 240 lbs I don't want to get any bigger if I take Winstrol pills I understand that it shuts down your natural test, so I don't want to take any test Cyp or test enanthate to replace the test ...my question is this: what can I take to replace the test that won't give me the negative sides( gyno,water retention) that test injections give you?? I'll take pills or injections....I would like to lose about 20 lbs but maintain my size and strength.... Thank you your help would be appreciated !!!